LOL.

I’ve figured it out. And I don’t know whether I should be proud or scared. Whether I should take it as a reminder or as reality. There is such a distinct difference.

Where will you be in one year?

6:45 A.M.

Haven’t slept tonight. Not even tired. 

As much as I tried to stay away from this fork in the road, here I am. It’s so clear which road I have to take. Have to take — I hate the feeling that things are beyond my control. 

#frustrated. #disappointed.

i’m panicking. 

At the end of the day, the only thing that matters is peace of mind. Accepting everything for what it is and never allowing yourself to be mislead.

In an altered state of mind, does the truth come out or is it just your insecurities? I think I’ll always be at war. I wish things were simple again and that I appreciated that simplicity. But now that we’re headed down this road, I guess it’s hard to turn back and retrace our steps back to something we ran away from.

Starting today, I am dedicating at least one hour a day. AT LEAST.

No more funsies!